Happy holidays!!

Hey all. I hope you had a wonderful CHRISTmas. We did. The kids loved their presents and had a wonderful day. Well, that's it for now. Happy new years!!

What's up with me?

I'm so aggrivated lately, and I'm not sure why. I keep taking it out on peole who don't deserve it. Maybe I'm just a little stressed with the holidays, and my mom, and disappointment because I don't get to see my brother while he's here, and I don't get to see my soon-to-be sister-in-law. It sucks, but as my sis-in-law(soon-to-be) says, such is my life. That's why I get for not having a license that is valid. Or a job to help pay for a second car. I just need to stop being so 'Tudey. Christmas is so soon, and I'm just being a Scrooge. Well, no more. And I'm not going to be a jerk after Christmas either. I'm not setting a very Christianly example by being this way. Justins work did something else great today. They gave him a brand new Samsung 5.1 Mega Pixel digital camera for his birthday. I am going to go out and get them a Thank You card for all they have done. It's been hard not seeing him, so that's not helping my moods, cause I never get to see my hubby anymore. :-( But it's gonna change they said, after New Years. Our friend Willie will start work there, and he'll be doing the stuff that Justin and the guys at USIT have had to to keep the shop clean and stuff. Well, gotta go. Time to clean the house and start getting ready, we're going to finish Christmas shopping today...yay! Write more soon.

So aggrivated!!!!!!!

I don't like when people talk to me and act like I'm an idiot. Don't tell me that my children need to learn to live with disappointment at this age. No child should know disappointment at the age of 3. It's wrong, and I will no longer be the one to tell my daughter why people won't come see her. She can call and ask them. I don't have a vehicle, how am I supposed to get anywhere?? Wait, I have a car, but I don't have a license, and my husband works wicked crazy hours. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ANYTHING???? Ok...I'm just so upset, and tired of people breaking promises to my little girl. I'm tired of trying to console her when she asks why her friends, or family make plans to see her and don't, or make plans to take her somewhere and don't. She's a smart kid! She remembers! Just do me a favor, anyone reading this who plans to spend ANY TIME with Ema...don't tell her. Tell me, and I'll tell her if I'm sure that the plans are going to hold up. It breaks my heart to see my daughter so upset. It really does. But hey, it doesn't matter, cause no one else has to deal with it but me. Not her grandparents, her aunts and uncles, not even daddy, its me. So I guess in the long run it's not that big a deal to anyone else. Just more free time for them. I understand I suppose. Well, now that I'm done being mad, I'll go. See ya.

Not much to say!

Well, life isn't any different today as it was yesterday. Chris Sneden, the guy charged in Julies case was supposed to be arraigned today I think, or have a probable cause hearing. Not sure of how it went. I guess I'll find out over the next few days as I search the web. I have my friends kids over tonight. She needs help, just had back surgery. Last time they were here they flooded my bathroom. She got upset because I let them play in the bathtub while I say down the hall staring at the bathroom door, listening for any little sound. AH well. Not much I can do about it now. Well, I guess that's it for the day, time to get the house cleaned up and for me to go to bed. Talk to you all soon!

UPDATE ON JULIE MCCOMISKEY!!!

Well, I have discovered that there are lots of things I would love to talk about, but either forget, or don't have time to talk about them! So, here I am, on here,I am going to try and post almost everyday now. We'll see.
So, the last post I put up was about my friend Julie. It has been 3 months since the accident. She has gone through a lot of surgeries for skin grafting and stuff like that. They began to ween her off of her meds so that she could wake up. On Wednesday, the 13th, she did. She's awake! I'm so excited! Tabor was so relieved. At least I imagine so. I get updates on her from her carepages website that her step-dad Marty keeps up for us all. I guess Tabor came to see her on Wed. and he heard talking in her room that he couldn't quite place. When he walked in, she was sitting up in a chair and she was talking! They hugged, cried, and talked all day! Julie just loves to talk so much anyway, so I wasn't surprised to hear that they talked all day only to stop so she could be moved back to her bed. They have placed a special cap over the trach tube so she can talk. She is completely off the ventilator. They are going to try to change her trach tube so she can eat real food and get the feeding tube out of her. It is so exciting to know that she is awake again. Tabor told her about Taylen. They cried about it, greived together a little, but that's been it for now. She doesn't want to talk about it to much because it upsets her. So keep her in your prayers all....there's no way to imagine not having either one of my kids anymore. God forbid that should ever happen to me and my hubby. Well, lets move on to all that's gone on since Oct. 4th.
I lost my job. I had to call off ONCE because I didn't have a sitter, and I was going to be late ONCE because I didn't have a sitter. So they said I am unreliable. And they and I decided I shouldn't work there anymore. Well, Natheen decided anyhow. So now the search is on for a new job! I need one big time!! Justin got a new job WONDERFUL place might I add! They gave him a $500.00 bonus for Christmas today. Thats great because now we can go get the kids some things, take care of a few more bills, and not have to borrow money to do it!!
My mom had 3 heart attacks on Dec. 3rd. One killed her. They shocked her and got her back. She stayed in the hospital til the 8th, and they put in a defibulator. They are still unsure of what caused the attacks, but are going to assume it'll happen again in 6 months, and they don't think she'll be quite as lucky. In all of this, my dad got a hold of my brother through the red cross and got him home. He's only supposed to be home til Dec. 22nd, but his buddy got him extended leave til Jan. 3rd. There is some stipulation, so we'll see what he does. His girlfriend came to visit from New York and got here on the 14th. He proposed to her on Sunday. He took my mom and dad and her to Frankenmuth and did it on a carriage ride or something. But he's not spending time with my mom at all. He's supposed to be here taking care of her, and she's getting upset because he's not helping her too much. At least not while they have been in Frankenmuth. I dunno.
Luke turned one on the 12th. We had his party on the 16th! He got lots of clothes and stuff. Not too much to talk about! When I get pics from my mom, I'll post them! Til then, I'll get going now. I am a little hungry, and sleepy so I'll write more tomorrow!

What do you do?

What do you do when you best friend gets into an accident so bad that she loses her son and she is still not awake? What do you do when you know you can make the 3.5 hour trip to see her but don't because you're afraid of what she will look like? What do you do besides pray? I just don't know. My friend Julie McComiskey was in a bad accident. A few weeks ago now, she was rear ended by a milk truck. He wasn't paying attention. Because of that she and Tabor lost their son. So what do you when you just don't know what to do? Is it ok to be happy? I am afraid to be happy. I just want things to go back to the way they were before Sept. 16th. But thats not going to happen, will it? Pray for them...pray God heals their hearts.

Lots happening

Well, lots of stuff is happening for us lately. I go for my pre-employment testing on Wednesday, my friend Julie moves back to Michigan in a few days, and only 18 days until my brother comes home for R&R from Afghanistan. Its exciting! My daughter is so excited to see her uncle P. Happy 4th of July eve! I hope everyone will have a wonderful day tomorrow!

Job!!

Well, I guess not too much has happened since yesterday...lol. EXCEPT! I got a job! Well, I go for a drug test tomorrow, I think anyhow...and then I get to start! I'm so excited. This is like the perfect job because it's only 2 days a week, both days are full 8-9 hour days, and the pay is decent. More than what I thought it would be. It's also an assistant manager position. So I now get to say I am an assistant manager! That is so awesome!

Having fun!

Well, hi! This is my first real blog site. I think it'll be fun!! Not too much is happening with me. I am just hanging out, taking care of my kids, listening to the fireworks go off in Wayne and Detroit. It's nice! I wish we could see them, but instead we are watching Bambi. Ema loves that movie! Luke is rolling around on the floor eating one of Ema's play bracelettes. Well, I guess that's it for now.
See ya!